the day breaks in and our dent day celebration unfolds.i went to school at around 11 am.i scream my heart out not for an icecream but for my classmates.they were fighting for the gold!!and alas they got it!!weeeeee..champion mi!!!hehehe
late in the afternoon i meet this guy,he was cute unta pero hingaway lang..sayang jud ija ka gwapo,,hayzzz....
messages were coming in the wee hours of the night.i really didn't mind the messages for i was so busy doing my project for rpd.then after a while i realized twas my birthday and those messages were for me.a smile started to draw in my face.whoah!!!birthday na man d i naq..
i wonder what life has for me, now that i'm 21.
to start with.. ako si girlie ang uhuging bata.since i was a kid sakiton na gajud q and cguro hantud q malola mao japun(simbaku pud).i want to live a simple life but i always complicate things.super arte gajud q and that's for sure,,i hate to see lovers ky nganu??suya man ag lola,,harhar..actually waz ra q masuwat dinhi so mao mga nonsense na lman ahu natype w/c ended up to be a sort of nai sense gamai.i dream to be a dentist..awz actually i wanted to be a doctor, a surgeon pero lisod man gani ang dent unsa pa kaha ag med..malangertz tali q ug study and i'll ended up with gray hair..hinoun sosyal nuon nang gray hair murang storm sa x-men.on the serious side..,,everything in my life don't turn out the way i planned it.murag puro nalamn bali..and in the end of the long wrong..i'm left alone.(pare ag tindera sa kfc class 3(edentulous))i'm listening right now sa soundtrack sa grey's ana makahinumdom q sa ahung "didn't we almost have it all" ug ni tsup2 nga never pa nahu nakita an.super sakit na ahu likod ganina ra q umatubang sa pc..gud nite^___^
definitely there's no turning back.i made this turn and i have to go straight to reach my destination.kapoi!!!!!!but i know i can>...and i will!!!
on the other hand..i soooo luv flyff lingaw kaju pwamiz..
friends are created to make us happy.
we need them for us to be happy.
we need our friends for us to share our joys.
we need them to gladden our lonely heart
we need them even if they means competition.
we sometimes feel bad when they do bad things on us.
but the truth is..
even how a good a friend is they still can hurt you..
and that simply means that they are true.
i love my friends....
^______^
fall tears fall,i just wish my heart would stop beating so i will feel nothing but mere emptyness.my mind is twisted as well as my heart.i know i've hurt him so much and i feel bad about it. i don't want him to go but i'm afraid to hold him back.i'm all mixed up,i'm finding myself but i can't find any "me".
basically,i'm suffering too much for the affection i can never have.i'm soooo much tired of hoping that someday he might notice me.but i guess it won't happen.he's with his own life now and sadly i'm not part of it anymore or maybe i was never been a part of his life.huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.somebody save me from this distress!!!!supes where are you??save me...
he's with the other girl......=(
i'm falling for the wrong guy and i'm struggling not to.huhuhu ajaw lagi pagbuot cor.you have to cooperate with brain so there would be no heartaches in the end.
my cor feel so empty right now
i can't feel any emotions....
it's past 12 already and i'm still awake.
i'm going nutz about what to do.
i'm scared of what will happen and i'm not certain of what i really feel right now.
i shouldn't have done that.. 
all i can do now is wait and wait..
i'm caged in a cloud of worries .=(
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